I just completed the Landmark Forum for reviewers. I had done the Forum back in 1992 and 1994 and hadn't done the program since then.
What I saw over the weekend is how stressed out I have been. I've been working hard, trying to get everything right, trying to be good and be a team player, and running from scheduled thing to scheduled thing heart and pulse racing with no time left to just STOP AND BE.
It would make sense, then, for me to try and get the Forum right. I was completely stressed Friday and Saturday. On Sunday afternoon, I finally got to share.
"I'm trying to figure out the right way to do this," I said.
"That's just your automatic way," the Forum Leader said. "It's a trap and won't get you free."
"Well, what do I do then?" I asked, perplexed.
"Nothing," she said. She just "be-ed" with me, peacefully and silently.
I stared back wondering if I was done. "Should I go on mute?" I wondered. "Am I supposed to be doing something?"
Then I stopped trying to figure it out. I just got present to the silence. And the peace. And the lack of needing to be rushing, thinking, doing, racing, and trying to get things done.
"Thank you," I finally said and she thanked me back.
The zoom audience silently clapped for me.
Later that day I created the possibility of Being Free. The world literally slowed down. I could breathe. And not DO ANYTHING in order to be ok.
Today, with a few minor moments of my machinery, life was different. I was calm. I didn't NEED to be good, a team player, or work hard to prove anything. I just lived my life.
It was awesome.
If you'd like to join me on Wednesday, June 17th, to be with Michelle, my Forum Leader for an introduction to this life altering/freeing program, please contact me on this web site and I will give you the information.
My commitment is to be Real and Free. The Landmark Forum is a powerful tool that you can also experience to jettison yourself into a new created world. I hope you will join me.
Thank you for listening.